Update on Chameleon

SO it is close to Christmas I am totally excited but I'm also kinda sad see my student teacher for Drama leaves today so I'm not going to be able to see her everyday anymore. Also I kinda want to perform at my school's Christmas assembly but I'm not sure if my partners do and the teacher has to choose which groups and there are tons of really awesome groups my only hope is that they will decide that the other scenes have inappropriate materiel (like kissing) and that they will choose us but I know the odds of that are slim to none and it seems mean to think about it like that. I have finished reading all the Percy Jackson and the Olympians books in a week and had a cool idea for a similar series. A freaken' HUGE spider just ran past my desk and there it is again ewww creepy! I realized my old crush is a total Jerk and yeah so what else let me think...........I have an annoying cold that won't go away. I am auditioning for a play on Tuesday and am totally nervous cause its a musical. I am watching Red High Heels and trying to ignore the idiots in my class. Now Wild at heart Next I'm going to try and find some Taylor Swift Christmas songs. "He kissed her she said mister take an inch and I'll give you a mile" " 'Bout midnight he tells her I ain't got no come on lines. well I love you or I'll try to We ain't got nothing to lose but time" "That rebel moon is shining those stars burn like diamonds" I love country music!!!! I am bored and now I'm listening to Lady Antebellum need you now its so pretty (cause you all want to know what I'm listening to) I wish nobody else was here I really want to sing along but that would be embarrassing. Now Toby Keith love me if you can. I keep getting distracted from the song I really want to hear "You may not like where I'm going but you sure know where I stand hate me if you want to love me if you can" "I stand by my right to speak freely but worry about what kids see on TV" Now Broken from Toby Keith's Movie Broken Bridges. I love that movie. Are you sensing a pattern here? I can't find my purple notebook which has the story that I want to write in it. I just wrote all the words to broken. Oh yeah ULC was so much fun and my friends made me dance with two different guys one I was in real dance position with because I was in ballwoom for years and so that is normal but his hand on my back kept going lower and lower (creepy much) then my friend literally dragged me over to this hot guy and shes like will you dance with my friend and hes like sure then he didin't ive me time to do dance position he just put his arms around my waist and started dancing cause I was to busy mouthing the words "you are so dead" to my friend at least his hands didn't go down to low. I was so red. There was so much more that happened but it takes to long to talk about before I went my mom told me that I had to participate and that she would be able to tell whether I did or not but I don't think I'm acting different. Now I'm going to stop trying to multitask and just listen to music. Bye

Update

AAAAh! GG4 comes out June 15 2010 AAAAH! Ok freak out over right now I just got my email saying my story is published you can go read it here http://authspot.com/short-stories/secrets-chapter-one/. It is almost thanksgiving break and I'm going to see new moon tomorrow I am so excited for everything and I really want to write some poems about thanksgiving and maybe read them on thursday or put them on facebook. I am also trying writing poems that don't rhyme. Nothing else is really going on at least not that I can think of oh wait my group in drama split into two groups so I get to do a scene from charlies angels with two of my friends it should be fun that is all. Bye

My first hug

So you want to know how jaded and nieve and invisble I am, Your about to find out. Today I was in Drama and our student teacher wasn't there yet cause turned out she forgot, anyways my class started a game of Freeze (FYI Freeze is a game where to people go to the middle of the room and have to act out a scene using improv. when somebody wants to go into the scene or just change it they say freeze and tap one of the people on the shoulder they then have to get into the same postion the other person was in and make up a new scene. it's a lot of fun and gets you out of your bubble) so we were playing and I had gone up a few times which is totally unusual cause I usually just sit in my seat but I was feeling outgoing today or maybe just not as pressured cause both the teachers were gone so I said freeze and went into the scene, then this smokin' hot guy named, well I'm not going to tell you his real nam efor embarrassment reasons, "Jesse"said freeze and took my scene partner out we had both been sitting on the floor pretending to be at a slumber party talking about boys which is probably his inspiration for what happened nest cause the words out of his mouth were "so there's this boy" oh my gosh I totally wanted to say there can't be a boy you are to hot to be gay that would just be horrible to take away such a smokin' guy from the female population, But I didn't I just went along with the scene so eventually somebody said freeze and we took him out of the scene later he said freeze when one girl was standing and another was kneeling and he took out the kneeling girl then pretended to be proposing, it was so funny. Later I had been in a couple of times and had fun so I wanted to go in again without thinking about it I said freeze, "Jesse" had been pretending to be posing for a painting and it gave me an idea I acted like his girlfriend and started saying things like I'll be waiting for you when you finish the race so then he runs like five feet and pretends that he won the race and then he proceeds to hug me. It wasn't even awkward but I was totally embarrassed I'd never hugged a guy unrelated to me. Then I totally blushed and as soon as the bell rang I texted my mom to tell her that I hugged a boy how lame is that. So yeah oh and as for my invisbleness I was in my sixth period and was sitting by a friend in that class when the girl who sits across from her who is in like four of my classes says "what are you doing here you aren't in this class." So yeah I'm blushing and invisble a great combination

Bored, Bored, BORED

The Second person in my class to finish the assignment, actually we finished at the same time but the teacher went to the other person first cause he was closer. I was reading a book last night called "Let It Snow, three holiday romances" it was so cute and totally made me blush I love books that do that (not that its hard to make me blush it totally isn't) I sound like a freaken' cheerleader with all the totallys and likes I use FYI I don't really talk like that (I think). I'm listening to still in love with you by the Jonas Brothers. So my great grandma is now in an old folks home and we did all of our holiday traditions with her so we have to rethink it all and come up with new traditions so far we decided For thanksgiving we are going to Andy's and Mimi's house and we might go bowling (I know random) For new years we might go to Nevada an don Christmas day we are going to my aunt Jackie's, So I have no idea what I'm doing for Christmas eve how sad is that. In my drama we are starting scenes and of course I got put with the people that are worse than me in the not-going-to-actually-act department so I am going to do the all the work and the scene we got I'm not really a big fan of so on top of getting them to act I have to find either a four person scene or two two people scenes thankfully I have a list of plays to take them from so and since I'm the one doing it I know I will like the scene(s) and if they don't thats to dang bad, Another problem is two of my sorta friends are in my group and so if we do two people scenes I don't know who to do the scene with. I am so excited/terrified for ULC and I am crossing my fingers that it will go well, now I am going to finish ranting and find something else to do so Bye

Amanda

As I walked up on stage, my heart pounding double time
all the words seem to exit my mind
apparently they don't want to see me fail.
I am seriously considering running offstage
then I look down at the people watching below.
I see a face, only one in that vast crowd
as the words flow into my brain and out my mouth
I silently thank you. You saved me again

Gallagher Girls

I've read the books time and again can't stop comparing it to my best friends.
The characters could have been them it wouldn't suprise me at all to see my friends on that cover standing tall. They are so much alike and there is more to them then everyone sees.
Lashelle is Macey: Determined, strong, and sure
Dezey is just like Bex: Strong, Dramatic, and outrageous flirts
Amanda is my Liz: Smart, Sweet, but silently strong
They are all beautiful and loyal and know how to make me laugh when I want to cry
So with these amazing talneted wonderful friends I have just when question where do I fit in.

please

Life is funny sometimes right one day everything is sunny the next its black as night. My life was going great friends family boys and school then you walked out of it and nosw its all wrong there is no more color I forgot my song. Why did you leave did I do something I am truly sorry for everything I have done. If you would just come back I promise I'll be good just please come home