please

Life is funny sometimes right one day everything is sunny the next its black as night. My life was going great friends family boys and school then you walked out of it and nosw its all wrong there is no more color I forgot my song. Why did you leave did I do something I am truly sorry for everything I have done. If you would just come back I promise I'll be good just please come home

Me Uncensored

Me uncensored (my thoughts from my head going straight on the page).I am so kicking the guys buts in my electronics class (not literally) I seriously did so well on an assignment that my cousin felt the need to take credit for it (don't worry it wasn't actually worth points) of course being me I didn't correct him. I gave a talk in church a couple of weeks ago. I have Don't chase me stuck in my head and I just did a scene in Drama where I got to yell at my scene partner. Lets see what else is going on oh yeah I didn't get to watch the new NCIS because I had young womens, and I am trying to get up the courage to email Ally Carter I just don't know how to explain myself. I am stuck just sitting around waiting to find out what the top ten poems are and it is driving me insane! Um....On the home front the future Mrs. Boye thinks I am a hubby stealer and is trying to look in the yearbook for a guy actually named Zachary Goode so she can embarrass me in front of him I haven't told her that he goes to the Blackthorne school for boys. Oh and FYI I do know that NCIS is just a show and that the Gallagher Girls books are well books so no need to freak. Speaking of Gallagher Girl books I got on Ally Carters blog and she is trying to decide how to reveal the name of GG4. I really want to go to ULC (Utah Leadership Conference) but Mrs. Boye is going and well she doesn't really like me so yeah but I think it would be good for me to go and have to get out of my shell plus our advisor says that they split you up into groups and don't put you in a group with people from your chapter I have to choose soon. I am bored. Oh yeah I texted my dad a bunch of times, no surprise he didn't text back, I am avoiding my step mom's and I keep having really weird dreams. Thats all I can think of now and I want ice cream so Bye

Update from Chameleon

Oh my gosh I am totally happy! the songs in my head are all good happy ones especially Don't give up by Josh Groban. My poem is in the running to be one of the top ten at poetrypower.com which means it will be in the book and may even get its own page. I remembered my brother is a totally talented artist so I need to ask him to help with the childrens books I am currently writing. I know it sounds like a big goal writing childrens books or any books for that matter but I promised myself I would do it. I need to stop promising myself things last time I did I ended up getting a guys phone number which by the way I am trying really hard to
NOT use. Bookworm and I are finally getting started on the fifteen music video. i have my monologue for Drama memorized and just need to get comfortable enough in front of the whole class to say it seriously while I was practicing in the hall with my friends this guy walked past and I was being pretty loud so I was kind of embarrassed but when he walked by again he told me I did a really good job. gotta go bells about to ring

me after midnight

So this is what happens when I'm bored enjoy:)

I can go to the ball and dance with a prince be some one else for a time, but when that clock strikes twelve I'll have to run home go back to being on my own and when i wake up I'll wonder if it was all just a dream in that harsh morning light I'll be who I was before timid, shy, and scared to be me, all my old insecurities.
(CHORUS)Because in the morning I'm not a princess I'm just a maid I'm the girl in the tattered clothes so afraid, I don't flirt and I don't shout I don't do anything to stand out I was cinderella at the ball, but I took flight and I'm just me after midnight
When the Prince sees me in the hall I'm not the girl he met at the ball i'm the one from way across town that girl no one knows, who walks looking down, books in her arms and a tear nobody sees in her eye, thats who I am to this guy.
(CHORUS)
Realizing why would I want to be, any one else but me. I see no problems with who I am I shouldn't change me just for them
Because in the morning I don't want to be a princess and I'm not just a maid I'm the girl comfortable in her skin but afraid, my own prince charming will see and thats who he'll want me to be. Then I won't take flight and I'll be me after midnight

story # 6

So I remembered the other stories and they both came from the same dream
First there is a rebellion that is having a meeting and one of the people falls down a cliff right in the arms of the enemy literally and then she has to figure out how to save her country
in the second one she finds out first that she is a princess and that she is on the side against her real parents also she is a fairy and she has a brother oh and her brother is some one she never got along with

Music videos #1

ok so recently when I've been listening to random songs I'll think of a music video for the song and here is the one I thought of for Taylor Swift's song fifteen
ok first it's a picture of a freshman girl and then it closes up on the picture it becomes a video of her walking through the door her freshman year then it shows random things from freshman year kind of following the words of the song and then when the second verse starts it's sophmore year and does the same thing when the bridge starts it's junior year and then during the instrumental it shows freshman closing up on her face then it does the same for junior and senior and finally it shows senior year this time moving out from the girl's face and as the song ends with the words "your very first day, take a deep breath girl, take a deep breath as you walk through the door" then it shows her in a cap and gown walking out of the same doors she walked in then it changes back into a picture being put in a box on top of the rest of the pictures as the lid on the box closes you see the word high school written on it
My version of love story is mostly the same but it's a duet and when they are running towards eachother in the field when he reaches her he drops down on one knee then the guy starts singing the "marry me Juliet part"

Story #5

ok so my grandma has my writing book and I need to get these down or I'll forget
The first one is about an heiress her mom died when she was little and she feels like her dad doesn't really care but he secretly does so he hires a team of people to protect her from the kidnapping threats she's been getting. this team has weird ways and they kidnap her to protect her without her dad knowing about this part of the plan it goes pretty well until the real bad guys kidnap her from her protectors oh and the guy in charge of the protecting team his son is falling in love with her
this one I came up with while swimming it's one of those books that you get one story and then you flip it over for another in this case it is the same story told once from one perspective and a second time from the other perspective it's two best friends that have never fought or anything until they both want the same spot in one very secret group can their never tested friendship handle the biggest test of all
there were two other story's that were similar to eachother but I can't remember them