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Thursday, April 15, 2010
Camping
I went camping with my family over Spring break (obviously by the post name) and everything was going good, we had some trouble getting up the hill that overlooked the campground but we made it work, we all had sand in our shoes,Everybody had sunburns, It was fun having Abby visit. Then on the second day Cinderella and I went to go hang up signs (which were actuallly just paper plates) so that the other people coming later would know where to go and so they didn't have to go up the hill. We took the go-cart we were borrowing from my other brother who wasn't there, Cinderella was driving and was in the passenger seat. It was a pretty even ride there were some pot holes but nothing to bad we had gone far enough to hang up all the ones that we needed to, I suggested we go farther so that we could check the signs we had put up on our way up the day before and because Cinderella and I hardly ever get along, I didn't want to go back to camp again where she treats me like crap. She said we should probably head back, so we did (she was driving what could I do). We were about 1/4 of a mile away from camp when the go-cart ran out of gas. I suggested pushing it back to camp (it's not all that heavy) but Cinderella said no and she ran back to camp to grab the gas can. Then my brother Shang(:P) and his wife Mulan came up on the four-wheeler that they had been riding, I told them what happened and they rode over to help her get the gas can. They came back and I unscrewed the cap on the tank, by this time Cinderella was back and so she filled it up, we both made sure it didn't drip. After screwing the cap back on I went to sit down, with the gas can on my lap. Cinderella grabbed the screwdriver (to start it you have to use the screwdriver) apparently something ignited because the next thing I know the go-cart is on fire. Shang is Yelling at me to get out, I don't actually remember him saying that, all I remember is knowing that I had to get out. I grabbed the gas can and got out along the way my foot got stuck, I wanted to yell out that my foot was stuck but thought it would make me seem like a baby so I got it unstuck and backed away from the cart. Shang got on the four-wheeler and rode back to camp to get out his fire extinguisher from his truck, then he came right back. Abby noticed from camp that something was wrong, and looked over, and saw the smoke she grabbed the shovel from the ground and ran over. Shang got it out using the extinguisher but something else ignited. Mulan had seen a bucket earlier. So she ran and grabbed and filled it up (thankfully our campsite had a cow feeding place about 1/4 of a mile away) so using the bucket and the shovel that Abby kept filling with sand they got the fire out, while Cinderella and I just stood there. Everybody started pushing the go-cart back to camp, except Mulan who rode the four-wheeler back so it wasn't just sitting there and me who just slowly walked back. When we reached camp various people went to go tell mom what happened, not me though. Brave strong (hah!) me went into my tent and started to cry (that isn't exactly true, I had been crying for a while but I had sunglasses on so nobody noticed) I bawled. The stupid part is I am such a baby.....I have no reason to cry the only thing that actually happened was my hair got singed ooh thats a real basis for sobbing. Later I pretented that I was fine and it was no big deal (I even tried to laugh it off) I even went to look at the damage with Mulan, and seeing the seat where I was sitting almost sent me into tears again. Cinderella's seat looked fine, mine was destroyed. It probably seems stupid that I am putting this here like this but the thing is I just need to get this out I was terrified and I heard how weak they were calling me: Shang said that he thought I was crying in this voice like it was a federal offense, my mom said that she was suprised that I didn't have nightmares that night, everybody was teasing me saying it was my fault, even worse than saying that it was my fault them teasingly talking about how I got out of there really fast with the gas can (that isn't what I remember). I am so sick of this seeing a freaken go-cart on fire basically sent me into a panic attack, what would I do if something really bad happened to me?
Monday, March 29, 2010
Hi
Hey everybody in my made up blog world. I'm the mia maids pres. in my ward, it probably helps that I am the only mia maid but..... It is almost easter and spring break, my older sister "Abby" is coming up for spring break and we are going camping at an undisclosed location. I am making a book for Mrs. P with "Liz" I plan on having it be the first one I finish and I have to finish it, not for me but for her. She is the most amazing teacher I've ever had and I want her to know it. The deadline for that poetic power I most recently enterd is April 13 and the winners for the one before that should be chosen soon. I have so far entered three poems in their contests. I am so bored and boys keep looking at me. "Anna" is pregnant. by the way for anybody in my made up blog world who doesn't know these are book characters. I just made a new blog that is totally fake so yeah you will understand if you read it once I've posted.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Update
I haven't posted in a while so I am going to. The other day I got on and saw that Ally Carter had posted the cover of the new gallagher girl book It's called only the good spy young. I freaked it was so awesome and it showed more of the model's face so I'm kinda wondering if she's going to show more and more and then on the last one have it show the whole face that would be cool. ummm what else oh liz's birthday is tomorrow and I have her gift already plus more that I'm not going to post because she reads this. I got on to triond which is where I have my first little part of one of my stories published and its says I have 0 veiws and 0 likes that is seriously sad. I babysat my nephews on Friday. Oh the other day I cried in Drama the other day, and figured out why my scene is kinda lame: I'm the only one taking it seriously. My favorite teacher called me one of her favorite people so that was nice. I had the weirdest dream last night it was like random meshing of NCIS and my life so I have my poem for the day done. "If I could turn back time, I'll tell you what I'd do. I wouldn't go and right a wrong or say yes where I've said no. I would simply go and see again the dreams that I've forgot. See things happen for a reason and meddling in them is wrong, but as everybody knows dreams are the wishes of your heart, the window to your soul" Oh by the way I'm doing this thing where I write a poem a day for a month and if it goes well I'll continue it. I need to go something smells good in the kitchen. Oh before I go what is with cartoons like Disney some of them have pants others don't and like in garfeild why is it that the cats can talk but Odie can't?
Friday, December 11, 2009
Update on Chameleon
SO it is close to Christmas I am totally excited but I'm also kinda sad see my student teacher for Drama leaves today so I'm not going to be able to see her everyday anymore. Also I kinda want to perform at my school's Christmas assembly but I'm not sure if my partners do and the teacher has to choose which groups and there are tons of really awesome groups my only hope is that they will decide that the other scenes have inappropriate materiel (like kissing) and that they will choose us but I know the odds of that are slim to none and it seems mean to think about it like that. I have finished reading all the Percy Jackson and the Olympians books in a week and had a cool idea for a similar series. A freaken' HUGE spider just ran past my desk and there it is again ewww creepy! I realized my old crush is a total Jerk and yeah so what else let me think...........I have an annoying cold that won't go away. I am auditioning for a play on Tuesday and am totally nervous cause its a musical. I am watching Red High Heels and trying to ignore the idiots in my class. Now Wild at heart Next I'm going to try and find some Taylor Swift Christmas songs. "He kissed her she said mister take an inch and I'll give you a mile" " 'Bout midnight he tells her I ain't got no come on lines. well I love you or I'll try to We ain't got nothing to lose but time" "That rebel moon is shining those stars burn like diamonds" I love country music!!!! I am bored and now I'm listening to Lady Antebellum need you now its so pretty (cause you all want to know what I'm listening to) I wish nobody else was here I really want to sing along but that would be embarrassing. Now Toby Keith love me if you can. I keep getting distracted from the song I really want to hear "You may not like where I'm going but you sure know where I stand hate me if you want to love me if you can" "I stand by my right to speak freely but worry about what kids see on TV" Now Broken from Toby Keith's Movie Broken Bridges. I love that movie. Are you sensing a pattern here? I can't find my purple notebook which has the story that I want to write in it. I just wrote all the words to broken. Oh yeah ULC was so much fun and my friends made me dance with two different guys one I was in real dance position with because I was in ballwoom for years and so that is normal but his hand on my back kept going lower and lower (creepy much) then my friend literally dragged me over to this hot guy and shes like will you dance with my friend and hes like sure then he didin't ive me time to do dance position he just put his arms around my waist and started dancing cause I was to busy mouthing the words "you are so dead" to my friend at least his hands didn't go down to low. I was so red. There was so much more that happened but it takes to long to talk about before I went my mom told me that I had to participate and that she would be able to tell whether I did or not but I don't think I'm acting different. Now I'm going to stop trying to multitask and just listen to music. Bye
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Update
AAAAh! GG4 comes out June 15 2010 AAAAH! Ok freak out over right now I just got my email saying my story is published you can go read it here http://authspot.com/short-stories/secrets-chapter-one/. It is almost thanksgiving break and I'm going to see new moon tomorrow I am so excited for everything and I really want to write some poems about thanksgiving and maybe read them on thursday or put them on facebook. I am also trying writing poems that don't rhyme. Nothing else is really going on at least not that I can think of oh wait my group in drama split into two groups so I get to do a scene from charlies angels with two of my friends it should be fun that is all. Bye
Monday, November 16, 2009
My first hug
So you want to know how jaded and nieve and invisble I am, Your about to find out. Today I was in Drama and our student teacher wasn't there yet cause turned out she forgot, anyways my class started a game of Freeze (FYI Freeze is a game where to people go to the middle of the room and have to act out a scene using improv. when somebody wants to go into the scene or just change it they say freeze and tap one of the people on the shoulder they then have to get into the same postion the other person was in and make up a new scene. it's a lot of fun and gets you out of your bubble) so we were playing and I had gone up a few times which is totally unusual cause I usually just sit in my seat but I was feeling outgoing today or maybe just not as pressured cause both the teachers were gone so I said freeze and went into the scene, then this smokin' hot guy named, well I'm not going to tell you his real nam efor embarrassment reasons, "Jesse"said freeze and took my scene partner out we had both been sitting on the floor pretending to be at a slumber party talking about boys which is probably his inspiration for what happened nest cause the words out of his mouth were "so there's this boy" oh my gosh I totally wanted to say there can't be a boy you are to hot to be gay that would just be horrible to take away such a smokin' guy from the female population, But I didn't I just went along with the scene so eventually somebody said freeze and we took him out of the scene later he said freeze when one girl was standing and another was kneeling and he took out the kneeling girl then pretended to be proposing, it was so funny. Later I had been in a couple of times and had fun so I wanted to go in again without thinking about it I said freeze, "Jesse" had been pretending to be posing for a painting and it gave me an idea I acted like his girlfriend and started saying things like I'll be waiting for you when you finish the race so then he runs like five feet and pretends that he won the race and then he proceeds to hug me. It wasn't even awkward but I was totally embarrassed I'd never hugged a guy unrelated to me. Then I totally blushed and as soon as the bell rang I texted my mom to tell her that I hugged a boy how lame is that. So yeah oh and as for my invisbleness I was in my sixth period and was sitting by a friend in that class when the girl who sits across from her who is in like four of my classes says "what are you doing here you aren't in this class." So yeah I'm blushing and invisble a great combination
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Bored, Bored, BORED
The Second person in my class to finish the assignment, actually we finished at the same time but the teacher went to the other person first cause he was closer. I was reading a book last night called "Let It Snow, three holiday romances" it was so cute and totally made me blush I love books that do that (not that its hard to make me blush it totally isn't) I sound like a freaken' cheerleader with all the totallys and likes I use FYI I don't really talk like that (I think). I'm listening to still in love with you by the Jonas Brothers. So my great grandma is now in an old folks home and we did all of our holiday traditions with her so we have to rethink it all and come up with new traditions so far we decided For thanksgiving we are going to Andy's and Mimi's house and we might go bowling (I know random) For new years we might go to Nevada an don Christmas day we are going to my aunt Jackie's, So I have no idea what I'm doing for Christmas eve how sad is that. In my drama we are starting scenes and of course I got put with the people that are worse than me in the not-going-to-actually-act department so I am going to do the all the work and the scene we got I'm not really a big fan of so on top of getting them to act I have to find either a four person scene or two two people scenes thankfully I have a list of plays to take them from so and since I'm the one doing it I know I will like the scene(s) and if they don't thats to dang bad, Another problem is two of my sorta friends are in my group and so if we do two people scenes I don't know who to do the scene with. I am so excited/terrified for ULC and I am crossing my fingers that it will go well, now I am going to finish ranting and find something else to do so Bye
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